_{+ life +}

So this past weekend Sora(~midnight585) and I were total epic fail-tards. XD Our activities included: roasting marshmallows, crafting with knives and such, ass-races, hot tubbing, hair cutting, 'Lord of the Rings' marathon-ing, biking, random dancing, talking untill odd hours of the night(which really motivated me to do the last bit of my journal), pizza ordering, and lulrific cosplaying at 5 or 6 in the morning. 8D Some photos will probably be up from us so yeah. And if any elaboration is needed ask and I may tell XD


_{+ holidays & cosplays +}

Gleeee! X-mas Town Roxas is on the way! *flail* But, I'm going to be terrible- Just like ~srslyriot- and not say what it is~! 8D I have the fabric for most of it and the rest all planned out so you shall see it within a month!
Also, I obtained pictures of HT!Roxas so I shall grace my dA with their failness. XD And I am probably going to at least making new pants for next years since I dislike these current ones. =/

Hopefully ZonaCon will happen on Saturday as *crosses fingers* HT! Roxas and Axel. Then the following week a great time! But I have no knew if the plans have firmed up yet. >_>;;


_{+ 10 people +}

1. There is no simple way to describe how I feel about you~ It just fills me with joy whenever I get to be by your side. I feel more alive than ever. I know we just started, but that doesn't matter to me, I have devoted myself 100% to you and only you. You are one of the sweetest people I have ever met and I have only spent such little time with you! I feel as though I have this instinctive need to protect you, even though I'm sure that's how you feel about me XD. And I'm sorry if I don't say much when we talk on the phone, but I just love hearing the sound of your voice and all the stories you have too tell. I Love You, with all my heart.

2. Bah you spazz! You are so great even though I only met you a year ago, can you believe that? XD I feel like I've really gotten to know you only in the past few months, days even. I've told you things that no one else knows and I trust you with that, so please keep those secrets, and don't stab me in the back, not that I think you would but still I can't stress that enough. But your personality and attitude really rub off on me when I'm in a bad mood, even my mom noticed. XD

3. Same with you! Only a year, Lol. I don't feel as thought I know you all that well but still feel to you all the same, like shared some of the same experiences even before we knew one another. ^_^ We need to hang out and chat more *poke poke*

4. I just don't know what to say about you. Again I have gotten to know you in the past year but just within recent time you said somethings to me that hurt really deeply. I know you will have no clue how badly it hurt me to hear. I really just want some distance between us now.

5. You are really smart! And yet we still disagree about toad "juices" XD It has been really nice getting to know you! And You! We must hang out more, hopefully break maybes? ^_^ I enjoy attacking people with the noise stick with you XDDD

6. Getting to know you two (yes i know kill me two people at once), has just been awesome. Meeting Tequila the parrot and talking with one of you while watching the other of you skip down a beach singing Disney songs at 10 at night, good times right? 8D I'm sure we will meet again and talk about Lame things XD I hope that at least one of you will read this, and both of you feel better. ^_^

7. I don't get you at all. You have so many conflicting emotions towards so many things that it just becomes a jumbled mess when you try to explain that to me. The way you act sometimes just seems rather offsetting to me. People say that you are pretty and unique but I must disagree, I don't believe You have any talent, or at least not as talented as others have been lead to believe. Again not trying to be a bitch, just honest about you. _{If anyone can guess this one, I didn't realize how much I explained this person to you, and I apologize.}

8. You really made a bad first impression on me. But as I've gotten to know you that has faded, I still dislike you but I think your sweet too. It's nothing personal, if that makes sense, so no hard feelings? ^_^;

9. You kind of creep me out. I don't see how you feel the way you do about me or act as though you know me, you just know my face and stuff so yeaaaaaaaaa, scarey..... >_>

10. You disgust me. I highly doubt you'll read this anyway and if you do, you better know it is directed at you. You destroyed my ability to trust the people I care about, stole from me and my friends, lied about things that didn't even matter, manipulated situations so that the only person benefiting is you, cheated, used me, and broke my heart. You have scarred me so badly that i doubt I sill ever fully recover. And if I never see you again in my whole entire life, "Frankly, my dear, I just don't give a damn." Karma better catch up to you,you two-faced bitch.

Ahhh I feel so much better now after getting ll that off my chest, and Sora that would probably be the gist of what I would say concerning that issue we discussed.